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here for now
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in another blankness. · Friday November 17, 2006
nearly four months have passed. and in there i have been working and not (and looking for work).
between translation and a money-pit called transit for (seemingly) keeping busy i have done much and nothing- as this is but a parade of contradictions, as ever.
now as i am somewhat settled into a new routine of near-2-hour commutes and a full work day (affirmative, i have a job now), i am chronically lacking sleep and ever more time.
already i can sense the dread of regularity, but there is less task-related stress, and in place of it a sense of an urgent “do something.”
disassembly · Monday July 17, 2006
so far this summer i have taken apart the following:
3-year-old dvd player
the dvd player was busted and i opened it to see if i could fix it. no go.
6-year-old pc keyboard
my favorite pc keyboard (which i type this on now) was getting nasty from juice stains, finger prints, etc. on average, i probably used it about 345 days of each year. took it apart and cleaned it. took 3.5 hours.
25-year-old fan
the fan was bought by my parents the summer before i was born. it too was nasty with dust. taken apart and cleaned, washed with water(!). fancy rotating frame fan still works like a charm.
in conclusion:
the older the thing is the longer the life expectancy.
corporate types want you to keep buying, so things start crapping out 1-2 years, as opposed to when they used to make things to last.
case in point, as i open up ours, dad tells of the 35-year-old electric fan still working flawlessly at grandma’s place. meanwhile for the last 5 years my 10-year-old stereo can’t keep the 3-cd-tray shut when its on and keeps sliding out on its own (eventually somewhere around the 6-year-mark they did a class-action lawsuit against the company but you needed the receipt – i frkn moved 4 times in those 6 years, i don’t know where the dang paper is – hard way of learning keep reciepts for big purchases).
also in conclusion (or conclusion #2):
i have too much time on my hands.
and as always not enough.
i. c. a. i c o · Thursday June 15, 2006
that’s right, baby. favicon.
one thing down, gazillion more to go.
in the meantime there is a lens sitting on my keyboard.
but i lack one to carry.
ps. internet explorer peeps, add the site to your favorites, and then check the favorites list again, you’ll see. i’m tellin’ ya, just switch to firefox/mozilla!
here for now · Sunday June 4, 2006
having quit the work-job about 2 weeks ago, the remaining time was used to spend as much time as i can together.
difficult times are to be put behind, and a promise remains.
after 3 days of packing and 14 hours of driving, i’m back in NJ.
she’s left to the homeland and my days are empty.
sleeping in, waking late, the vacant thoughts.
i am here, for now.
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all but. · Saturday April 22, 2006
if anything it’s just that we are needy.
and wanting. and loving.
in the days gone by i have learned to think.
and realize it was not enough.